If I Return This Time
If I return this time
I will return better
Not with a whisker
spiked on my face
Not with a steel-tail
tied to my waist
No, I will give way to the co-farer
not glower at him
with the tiger eyes of a predator
If I return this time
I will return more humane
coming from home
walking a lane
boarding a bus
catching a train
not a measly animal
run-over here and there
If I do survive
I will return more beholden
If I return this time
not more scarred
but more caring for all
I will return more complete.
Kunwar Narain translated by Apurva Narain

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